Blog of Fenil Modi

 Till now this has been a very chaotic thinking going on. In life, my main objective has been to convey to others that I am good enough for them and that they think about me even when I am away. To put this in perspective, think of it as if you wanna choose something between ice cream and cake. Most people have the clarity they want based on their factoids, but to me, it is generally the opposite, I think about myself and also about the person from whom I am buying, and also about my group. This can be inserted into all of my life. Until... One morning I woke up to the smell of burning something, not pleasant but calming enough. I realise that this is a wood burning. My nostrils have embedded that smell into the core of my heart. Whenever I smell that burning wood, it returns me to those pleasant, worryless days. You may be wondering why I am telling you about this. To know the answer we need to dig deeper into my mind. And also I'll make an attempt to read a book called Contact by...

As this is my first blog, my intentions are obvious but as time progresses, I find myself in the experience where my initial thoughts are overtaking my previous thoughts. Find interesting? If not let it be, my writing is confusing as is, but I like to indulge myself in it.  Hi, my name is Fenil Modi, I am a student currently pursuing Computer Engineering at Silver Oak University, where I try to focus on my studies but find myself super distracted by the littlest things. I have self-diagnosed ADHD, and I am writing this blog to give my life the little enjoyment that it needs, hopefully, I continue to keep writing to a handful amount of people who are still interested in what I am doing in my life. I am going to solely focus on things like my ADHD thoughts that I have throughout the day, my interests which are astronomy, Computers, and technology and my curiosity to indulge myself in every other aspect which is being socially accepted by the people, etc, you get the idea, what you ab...